| she shines in a world full of ugliness. |
[Feb. 19th, 2006|10:18 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | NIN - All the Love in the World | ] |
At this moment, all I want in this world is to hold my Kendra Bear. She is going through some things right now that I won't talk about. I need her. I bought a plane ticket for her to come see me during her Spring Break. Thursday, March 23 at 10:55pm. The countdown is now on.
Everytime I step off the plane and see her, it becomes the best moment in my life. Followed only by the best day, week, etc. etc. of my life. And everytime I step back on the plane, I don't feel sad. I feel kind of empty, but I feel so much more Full or Complete at the same time. Make any sense? *shrug*
All I know, is 32 days and counting. Unless my math is off, which it probably is. :D 32 days!! I can feel her back pressed against my chest while we sleep. Rub her back and play with her hair while watching movies. I'll make her dinner and breakfast and I'll wait on her hand and foot. She is an Angel. I don't deserve to be with her. She says we are destined. That somehow, it's Fate. I don't believe in God, but sometimes I begin to wonder just HOW I am with her. Someone so amazing..in love with someone like Me. *shrug* I don't get it.
I know this is a lot of cheese. However, it's my journal. 32 days. Just over a month. That's nothing. Ever wish you could just close your eyes and sleep until something happens like Christmas or Summer Vacation? Yeah.. it's kind of like that. I gotta write myself a note to remember to take a day of leave on the 24th of March. The last place I'll want to be is at REDCOM Northwest while my Baby Bear is here sleeping alone. It's BLASPHEMY! I won't do it. I am flying her out here for the sole purpose of holding her while she sleeps, and dammit, that's what I intend to do. I have a day of special liberty I can use. Mmm.
Anyway, I should be getting to bed. Seanbaby bought the Ultimate Samuel L. Jackson Collection DVDs. (HOLY CRAP CHYEAH!) Coach Carter, Rules of Engagement, and Shaft. Amazing. Happy 21st birthday to me. :D Ciao kids.
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Yeah I already told you that yesterday but I am saying it again. Oh, and thank you for being here for me Larry Bear, I do not know what I would do without you. Larry Bear, you are AMAZING! I love you so very much. *muah*
-Kendra Bear
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